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Mirror mirror on the wall... by XxYorunoHimexX Mirror mirror on the wall... by XxYorunoHimexX
A quick sketchy art because I am not in the mood for anything polished.
It takes something really special for me to get inspired to draw like yesterday, usually I'd just stare around, or go to bed.
I have 0 motivation for anything really...
Even the things that made me happy and 'kept me alive' as I would say started being a bit... hard to handle?
I honestly thought that it all passed but it's coming again and it's coming back even more random and unexpected than ever.
Honestly I started fearing that it will never stop, I really don't want to wake up to this every single day it's no fun.
Before I could draw my wrist off, always laughed, smiled and was open to communication, going out with friends and stuff like that - nowadays I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep forever...
I don't know... I'm trying to stay positive for like... 8-9 months already - and holy shit it's even more than I thought. But all the bad feelings keep coming back over and over again. Panic attacks started appearing out of nowhere, mood swings as well...

This was my attempt at venting this feelings off at least for today, hopefully tomorrow it will be better, hopefully I'll be able to enjoy the day.
I'm looking forward to getting my medical insurance after 6 months of not having one because... yeah system is A+ so maybe that will help a bit!

Sorry for this little rant.
I'll post nice stuff hopefully tomorrow if I can get something done!
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February 5
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